Alcoholic You And I. Audition Done!
Dear Rose,
Where should I begin? I always have so much in my mind.
My friend described me as an empty-minded person, that was a joke. In fact, I do not know either. I am feeling deeply sensitive, emotional, overwhelmed plus insecurely empty at the same time. So I do not know what to show on the outside - having bitch face they called.
I am not too far from being succeed yet not so close enough to reach there, I believe. I just need to proceed, keep moving forward consistently, although I doubt whether all failures lead to success. At least I am having a clearer picture of what it takes to win a post.
Thank you, thank you, thank you! Say it three times if it is important. There are always people who love me better than I do, trust on me more than I can throughout the journey - lifesavers: Parents; teachers Marques, Brett and Zack; Miane Sng, Ivy, Hui Ping; Ter, Amp, friends from Thailand; old and new friends etc. precious time, memories and lessons.
I do not know but I strike for what I can do best, wholeheartedly. 26/01/2016 YSTCM audition, I was not perfect but I think I've tried hard. Thank you for being so brave, girl! I know you did very, very well, even better in coming days and future!
Where should I begin? I always have so much in my mind.
My friend described me as an empty-minded person, that was a joke. In fact, I do not know either. I am feeling deeply sensitive, emotional, overwhelmed plus insecurely empty at the same time. So I do not know what to show on the outside - having bitch face they called.
I am not too far from being succeed yet not so close enough to reach there, I believe. I just need to proceed, keep moving forward consistently, although I doubt whether all failures lead to success. At least I am having a clearer picture of what it takes to win a post.
Thank you, thank you, thank you! Say it three times if it is important. There are always people who love me better than I do, trust on me more than I can throughout the journey - lifesavers: Parents; teachers Marques, Brett and Zack; Miane Sng, Ivy, Hui Ping; Ter, Amp, friends from Thailand; old and new friends etc. precious time, memories and lessons.
I do not know but I strike for what I can do best, wholeheartedly. 26/01/2016 YSTCM audition, I was not perfect but I think I've tried hard. Thank you for being so brave, girl! I know you did very, very well, even better in coming days and future!
Thai people are very warm, supportive and simple, thank you all for being my sunshine even when I wrote this quote on my way returning home: ' I was thinking life would get better in return, but eventually people get happier on the outside but sadder on the inside. ' I am not totally upset.
' ... I had my first glass of beer, last night.
I used to think that I hate, but unexpectedly it was gettin' addictive for its bittersweetness.
I'm feeling drunk, lightly while swaying and hymning to the music, in background or within.
Not because of the glass of beer, last night.
But also life itself, is alcoholic ... '
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