Dear Rosé, I think we need to seek help. I am emotionally overwhelmed, again. I remember this happened during high school years when I got so stressed up about everything, I did not know what to do. I had the thought of suicide at that time. I felt I was alone and no one could understand what I was going through. Overwhelmed. I wish my emotions can go away. I do not know what triggers these feelings, I push people away, I want to escape from my own thoughts. Probably the wedding, probably too many uncertainties, insecurities, unresolved problems, arguments, doubts, etc. the world is moving too fast, everybody is moving ahead of me ... What should I do and where should I go ... I want to find the root of all my problems ... No matter how hard I try to set boundaries with people Being defensive Ignoring their voices It still hurts. Maybe I need advices I need someone to stand by me I need shelter Hide away from the noisy world. Dear my future self, I really hope we won't have t
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