Dear Rosé,

Dear Rose,   Where should I begin? I always have so much in my mind.   My friend described me as an empty-minded person, that was a joke. In fact, I do not know either. I am feeling deeply sensitive, emotional, overwhelmed plus insecurely empty at the same time. So I do not know what to show on the outside - having bitch face they called.   I am not too far from being succeed yet not so close enough to reach there, I believe. I just need to proceed, keep moving forward consistently, although I doubt whether all failures lead to success. At least I am having a clearer picture of what it takes to win a post.   Thank you, thank you, thank you! Say it three times if it is important. There are always people who love me better than I do, trust on me more than I can throughout the journey - lifesavers: Parents; teachers Marques, Brett and Zack; Miane Sng, Ivy, Hui Ping; Ter, Amp, friends from Thailand; old and new friends etc. precious time, memories and lessons.   I do not know but

Dear Rose,   Well, this is YSTCM audition month. I am trying to stay as calm as possible, but I know it will come to a point where I can't, let's not think. Anxiousness and fear will bring no good, whereas to fear a fear is a trap!   I've been taking lessons from giants - Marques and Brett since October 2015 while preparing myself for the audition. I am very grateful to have started early. I figured out the purpose of doing so is to make music, again I should remind myself, not just audition. I sound bad at times, slightly better at times, but I do believe it's all part of the process leading myself to turning great. Becoming great is a promise.   Continue to doubt is good, because this is is where questions formed, eventually it leads us to solutions when we are trapped or lost. Choose the one your heart desires, make your brain commits. No one can tell it's right or wrong, because I found the universe has created its subjective law – relativity with

Dear Rose,   I have been thinking about singing recently, I mean sing to people, which I think this would be the most transparent way of music sharing, where a performer can directly interact with the audiences in person - no need to sit statically all time, woohoo!   Opportunity was given on the new year eve, so friends and I participated at the I-City New Year Countdown to 2016 Celebration singing performance. Cherish the time since my last theme park experience with friends was around the age of 18. Nostalgia moment started where seeing my young friends playing around energetically while Lyn and I stood there - old friends just watched.   Well, my 2016 new year resolution : - Practice! " Play with good sound everyday! " Sound good to make myself feel confident and my teacher happy! Of course this is result for the audiences including conductor and my peers.  Becoming great! It is a promise to keep between teacher and me, and also me and myse