Dear Rosé,

It was really exciting to get an opportunity to explore the outside world - how I felt when I was being invited to be part of the Big Band Story by both my seniors, Abg Khairul and Abg Rizqin. I learnt and experienced so much from the Big Band Story members and also great people from Aswara. They taught me new things about jazz music. I found out these great people are really nice and humble, they inspired me to be a musician with nice personalities. From here I learnt my weakness and what to achieve. Thanks again for the love and inspirations. I met my super senior from SMK Batu Lapan. Although we never met in school before but we were so glad that Big Band Story brought us together. Music brings unity. Here's the trombone section, my new brothers - Aidili, Khairul Asri, Sabri, Abg Khairul, Abg Rizqin and me! They are the coolest trombone section ever! They guided me throughout the practice especially Abg Khairul Asri and Aidili. And last but not

1. Asmawi Azizd - 4 Sept 1995 Virgo I never realized we actually met each other since the day I went to UPSI diploma audition at UMS, Sabah. And then we were in the same group during Dr Karen's musicianship final performance. I already started to nag him since that time until now we applied for the same major instrument - trombone. We played together in quartet, ensemble and orchestras. He is kind of slow person. I did not know why but slowly I found out at times he purposely acted slow just to make angry people to get angrier damn! Underneath his soft personality I never knew, he could be quite though sometimes when his good friends get into troubles. He is like our youngest brother here. We felt like his needs to be protected but actually he could do quite well on his own. Even sometimes I got moody or frustrated, he could still bare with me without saying a word. But I really hate whenever he made me felt guilty of not being able to hear his silent thoughts, always! 

昨天， 我很幼稚，跟父母闹别扭。 就因为，没有人花时间陪我， 感到孤单。 爸爸没有责备，一路塞车，载我到想去的地方。 我一路很安静，闹情绪，多半是在生气自己，怎么那么幼稚... 我只是想找人陪。 还跟爸妈说：“我想回学校...我很忙...” 从以前就一直不诚实，到现在成了一种习惯 其实 我话说得越多，声量越大，就代表我越需要一个人来倾听... 安静地要到极限了... 我喜欢安静 但是有时候 感觉安静得快被遗忘了... 吵闹，是安静闹的情绪... 安静，却让寂寞来打扰。