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Never Change!

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Yeah! Glad to hear that because that is what I always wanted. I will never change myself for love, I remain original. I'm hoping on you  to know me better, accept me for who I am. I got tired of all your complains but quiet, as I know someday someone will truly understand those perfect imperfections.

A Jerk ( ermm... what's a jerk?)

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he might be a jerk, don't be a fool i'm not being rude, i'm just being kind to myself i don't speak doesn't mean i don't have a thought doesn't matter how much he cared for you you know how it feels his love towards you in a selfish way at first you are perfect for him but slowly he started to change you for his satisfaction  stay away from all the boys  his jealousy but it hurts when girls surround him he never understand, how silly laugh and jokes he doesn't know how much you care for him and you cared for him his love is like holding a rose with thousand thorns looks so beautiful yet it hurts handle with care but it wilts yet memories last, we stuck!

Love In A Different Way

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11th March. I tried to brave myself to talk to you and finally I got the chance while packing our stuffs after the fippro practice. You thought that I don't like you anymore but it's okay, I'll show it in a different way. Time will prove to you that I will never leave, devil.

Words That Haven't Been Told

We had a small fight on 8th March, just because I took a picture with the secondary school boys from outside. We always argue whenever a boy comes to me and I really hate it. It is not wrong to make friends. However, I understand he is just trying to protect me. His jealousy makes me stressful. I'm feeling being controlled. I didn't want to put up a fight so I always ignored and avoided him.  The next day, 9th March, was his birthday. I've been thinking for a long time what to do on this special day. Unfortunately, we both didn't have much time together as we were so busy with activities. Same thing happened on the valentine's day. This time I planned to buy him a present and his favorite cake at least. I spent around two hours searching for gift at the pekan and finally I got him a lotion and t-shirt. I really hope he'd be happy to receive it. Nobody knew the reason I was late for the practice. Maybe they thought I overslept but nevermind, I was waiting to ce