Dear Rosé,

Dear Rose, Aisyam, Mustaqim, Hanif, Ainul and I formed a brass quintet. We performed Amazing Grace and Debussy's Trois Chansons de Charles d'Orleans for the CMA Open Recital #22 which was located at the Tenby School. Keep the momentum, keep practice, everything is getting there! In stead of worrying about future, and doubt the unsure, why not we hope for the chaos and unexpected gifts of life itself? Like how we initially bumped into something or someone, somewhere we spare all of our life for the love we should plant, and for the hope we want it to grow.

Dear Rose, Sometimes there are many things we just can't put into words. I guess I know the broken heart, so I know the Broken Glass. I always try to understand music in a theoretical way but my ' heros ' are always good at showing me that we can't - the poets, singer-songwriters, musicians, writers etc. Me either - feeling speechless when great things and love happened - miracles. I guess I understand what does your hug mean, like how I understand mine. I thank you for sharing great love too, Q! Like I am getting one best student award - feeling superb! #love I have been thinking about this and that - like what kind of music is my kind of music, since they are starting to realize - those honest eyes, they can see something is different - I am unsure either. " The more you keep doing on something, the more you will need to do. " Even " don't do something people already can do, do something you can do best. " it takes time to figu

Dear Rose, I always looked forward to join music camps, Aswara big band camps were definitely part of my favorites throughout the years. Because they weren't just about learning music and entertainment, but also a friends gathering of mine. This recent camp, surprisingly majority of RTM musicians participated, and they provided great tutors for all the sections - Mr Eric Lee for trombones. They probably had no idea how much I missed all of their faces, like old days - warm, loving and supportive, besides their extraordinary talents - family. I met Lilian, Leonard, Luqman, Ihju etc., thank Isabella and team for working extremely hard to bring us all together. " We should always be prepared for changes. Music is life, life is music. " - Mr Eric Lee taught us so much about what music is, it is not only just technically master, but also life experience itself, which I feel I benefit the most within these three days. " Consistency is what great musicians practice to